I try my hardest not to think about age but my mom just turned 50, my dad is 52. This gives me so much anxiety. I lost my grandmother at only 66. I can’t imagine the possibility that I might only have 15 more years with my mom or my dad. I can’t think about this I could literally panic myself to death and I know death isn’t just about age, freak accidents happen to but i can’t fathom the thought of losing my parents.